Engineering !

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and Assalamualaikum :)

          Before we start any conversation, we should say Bismillah and give salam aite? Sorry if I don't give salam all this while. it's my fault. forgive me okay? :) 

          Now I just want to story about my ambition, Engineer ! hehehe actually it's difficult to be an engineer but if we study smart, never give up, InsyaAllah we can chase our dream :) just remember one thing, don't ever ever forget Allah if we success. He always plans good thing for us :) and yeahh, engineer is my ambition. So start from next year, I should study smart, forget all problems, don't focus too much something that disturbing my education. 

          So start from 4th January - March 2012, my brother will going to PLKN. So I can focus on study for 3 months only maybe. But I don't mind, as long as I study smart, I will get what I'm dream about :') 

          About her, so far she just poking me. Fine if you don't care about me anymore. I know that you just retweeted someone's tweet it's for me. I just can sacrifice for you. Nothing I can do more than that. I really like you Faten.

New Pencil Case ;D

          Today I got new pencil case ! hahahaha I know it's look "merepek" but I really like my new pencil case :3 looks simple and style actually. That's why I pick this one. Want to see it? Okay here it is !

          Looks cute aite? hahaha that's why I choose this one. I love buying and collecting cute stuff  :3 I know people must laugh when they see me using this pencil case but I don't mind. I don't care about them. I just care about myself. I will take care of this until I going to study at university. yeahhh ! hahaha seriously looks soooo cute ! :3

          Now let's talk about other things. I already upgraded my phone to hybrid os. Alhamdulillah since I used this hybrid, it's not hang anymore. And it's faster too. if you're using Blackberry phone and you want me to upgrade your phone just tell me. I will help you ;)

          And about her, I miss you so much Faten Nurain :'( I'm sorry if I did something wrong. I really miss the old you. I miss our old conversation, I miss to on the phone, talk with you. I know you still like him but I really can't forget you. Only Allah s.w.t knows how much I miss you. Since I knew you, you always give me spirit to do something, especially when I study. Faten Nurain Mohd Zamri, I really miss you and I hope you read this. You always in my heart. Just one thing I want from you, I hope you read this and send me something that I never expected. Sincerely, your "friend".

Happy Wednesday ;)

          Alhamdulillah, today I feel so relax :) donno why. Maybe because Allah gave me something that really make me feel relax. Anyway I'm thankful to you Allah coz you make my heart feel peaceful.

          So, for today, someone just bought new phone :P but that new phone not with her for now coz it still on delivery. I'm just praying that she will get her phone tomorrow :) I just helping her to bought new phone coz she said phone that she used now always making trouble and annoyed her. Hahaha so I helped her to buy online. Hope she get it by tomorrow.

         Just now I finished installing The Godfather game :D long time not play mahh >< seriously, I will play this game until last mission no matter what :3 talking about games, this Friday we're going to play futsal ! long time not kicking balls wehh :P hahaha I really can't wait ! And I'm gonna to try my new shoes ! Seriously I can't wait ><

                                        

          Suddenly, I'm thinking about her and miss her so much. I just can't hate her. I really like her. But she still like that smoker. Zahidah tried to make me calm just now but she don't believe that she likes that smoker. I don't know what's so special on that smoker but maybe she still don't realize. I know he always make her laugh, making a joke with her. But he likes someone else. I really want to tell her about this but I'm afraid she's heartbroken. It's okay, I still waiting for her. I just can love her until she accept me fully. Honestly, he likes someone else and he did tell me. I really like you dear and I hope you read this.

Heartless !

Thanks for the memories that we had together. But you left with because of that smoker. Im sick being with his attitude. I know that he always make you laugh, happy. But I did sacrifice everything, just for you. YOU DIDNT REALIZE THAT?! SO HEARTLESS! You still like that smoker. And I still dont know why.